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kissin'
 
Stubborn&hard-hearted.
Ambitious&serious.
Intellectually Sexy.
Luvs 2 teach and b taught.
Always luking at people's flaws & weaknesses.
Likes 2 criticize.
Hardworking & productive.
Smart & organized.
Sensitive & has deep thoughts.
Knows how 2 make others hapi.
Quiet unless xcited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant 2 illnesses but prone 2 colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Luvs laughs and fun.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn & money cautious.
But above all, a perfect example of "mabuting kaibigan...masamang kaaway !" 
***'B.O.U.T_M.O.I***
mY_bLoGs
[fairylola]
[sensually_urs]
mY_rItraTos
[pics_pics_pics]
fRiDges_i_beLoNg
[femalenetwork]
[shopcrazy]
[candymag]
[myspace]
[friendster]
emAiL_mE
[faiRygaLaXia]
[loLajiNg23]
[kiSseS]
Kissing is like real estate. The most
important thing is location, location, location."
"Women still remember the first kiss
long after men have forgotten the last!"
"A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks. A woman
loses hers after four kisses."
"Kisses were created by God,
for when words are not neccessary."
"Kissing is like food: you
take one bite then you want more!"
"In economic terms, a kiss
is a commodity for which demand is always higher than supply."
 No, Im not a bitch! at all!
***B.L.O.G.G.E.R.S***
[Jepaypoks][Jepaypoks2][Nowellegurl]
[Tessa]
[Lola Tessa]
[Kewol][Barbie][Lord Joey][Hershey][Hazie][Peach][Queen Rhea][Empress Daiji]
[Lolo JM]
"Beauty is not based on how attractive we are to everybody else, but how attractive we are to ourselves, for one cannot think other people think they are full of beauty unless they know they are beautiful too...."
***G.U.E.S.T.B.O.O.K***
Later how could you come with me when you know all along that you had to go, how could you watch me sleep so close to you pretending not to know, how could you memorize my name and forget who I am, how could you think you’re still the same believing I can .... it’s too late to start pretending, it’s too late for a new beginning, later than the sunset later than the rain .... later than never to love you again ..... how could you ask for more with an innocent smile
trusting me to stay, how could you close the door and leave me here supposing i’m okay .... how could you breakdown my disguise and uncover my fears,
how could you look into my eyes ignoring my tears .... It's The Lover (not The Love) He broke your heart and said goodbye, After promising forever, You wonder why you even tried, He was such a good pretender, The love you gave was all in vain, And nothing anyone can say, Could ever make you love that way again, It's the lover not the love, Who broke your heart last night, It's the lover not the dream, That didn't work out right, If you listen to your heart, You'll know it's true, It's the lover not the love, Who deserted you..... Don't stop reachin' for the stars, Let tomorrow live inside you, And just remember who you are, Keep the faith and love will find you .... You dont Love me anymore We've been together for so very long, But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong? Seems you don't want me around, The passion is gone and the flame's died down, I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem, That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice, Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist
Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks in my car? That kind of thing is hard to ignore, Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore,
I knew that we were having problems when, You put those piranhas in my bathtub again, You're still the light of my life, Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife? You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way, You poison my coffee just a little each day, I still remember the way that you laughed, Then you pushed me down that elevator shaft, Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra, Doing in my underwear drawer? Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me any more, You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill, Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will, You set my house on fire, You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers, Oh, you think that I'm ugly and you say that I'm cheap, You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep, You drilled a hole in my head, Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead, Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all, You never acted this way before, Honey, something tells me you, don't love me any more, oh no no, Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore .... There's No Easy Way Well I held her close to me, I know she breaks so easily, And then I told her
Though I knew no matter how I try to console her, She would do the best she could, There are times the best is no damn good, And no matter how you try to be kind, There's always still a part of you, You leave behind, And when it falls apart, There's no easy way to break somebody's heart ... I lied and told her she'd be fine, Though we both we knew it was just a line, I had to do it, I'd said anything to help me get through it, Then she reached out for my hand, And her simple touch was more than I could stand, And I had to turn away, 'Cause I knew all the hurt, That she was feeling I was feeling too And then it falls apart
There's no easy way to break somebody's heart ..... I wanted her to hurt me
And make me feel like a guilty child, Well I realized that never was her style, I wanted her hurt me, Not treat me like a friend, Well I wanted her to say there'd be someday, I'd come crawling on my knees and ask her back again, But she acted like a lady till the end, Oh, what a lady, Well I thought that she'd break down, But she smiled at me and never made a sound, And I guess she understood of the way, 'Cause her silence told me everything she could not say And when it falls apart, Well there's just no easy way, And there's just no easy way, There's no easy way to break somebody's heart .... Set You Free We often fool ourselves and say that it's love only cause when it's gone We end up being lonely so how are we to know That it just was'nt so That we just have to let each other go .... There were many times, When we shared precious moments, But later realized they were only stolen moments, So how are we to know That it just wasn't so, That we just had to let each other go .....If loving you is all that means to me, When being happy is all I hope you'd be, Then loving you must mean, I really have to set you free .... Each day remains my love for you, Keeps growing stronger But everytime we meet, Makes leaving you so much harder, So how are we to know That this just wasn't so That we just have to let each other go .... If loving you is all that means to me, When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean,I really have to set you free, Letting go is not an easy task, When smiling feels like, I must wear this lonely mask, It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide, That there's anguish at the thought, That we should have to part, If loving you is all that means to me, When being happy is all I hope you'd be, Then loving you must mean I really have to set you free ....
If Im Not In Love If I'm not in love with you, What is this I'm going through Tonight, And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in, Why do I go crazy, Every time I think about you, baby, Why else do I want you like I do If I'm not in love with you .... And if I don't need your touch, Why do I miss you so much Tonight, If it's just infatuation then, Why is my heart aching, To hold you forever, Give a part of me I thought I'd never, Give again to someone I could lose, If I'm not in love with you ..... Why in every fantasy, Do I feel your arms embracing me like
Lovers lost in sweet desire, Why in dreams do I surrender, Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling, Someone tell me, If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through Tonight .... And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in .... Why do I go crazy Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do If I'm not in love with you .....
MOODSWINGS@unkymoods.com
muahhh!
*KISSES*
Gimme sum more *kisses* ...
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
wat if GOD has an answering machine?
 I have learned to live with answering machines as a necessary part of modernization. But I've often wondered --- what if God decided to install an answering machine? Imagine praying, then hearing this:
"Thank you for calling My Father's House.
Please press 1 for a request.
Press 2 for a thanksgiving.
Press 3 to complain.
For all other inquiries, press 4."
So I press 1 and I hear: "We're sorry. Due to heavier than expected volume we are unable to make a connection with God; please try again later. Your business is important to us."
What if God used the familiar excuse: "All of the angels are helping other souls right now. Please stay on the line and your call will be answered in the order it was received."
Can you imagine these kinds of recorded responses as you call on God in prayer:
"To find out how many angels dance on the head of a pin, press 4."
"If you'd like King David to sing a psalm for you, press 6."
"To find out if your relative is here , enter the date they departed and listen for the list that follows."
"To confirm your reservations at My Father's House, press the letters J-O-H-N, followed by the numbers 3-1-6."
"To find out what your pastor is doing at the moment, press 7."
"If you want to know what I think of American politics, don't press anything. Hang up and listen for laughter."
"For the answers to nagging questions about dinosaurs, the age of the earth, or where Noah's Ark is...wait till you get here!"
"Our computers indicate you've called once today, already. Please hang up immediately."
"This office is closed for the weekend. Please call Monday."
Thank God we can call on him anytime, and the line is never busy. God takes each call personally, and we'll never be put on "hold"! Best of all, God often calls on us. Are you waiting for His call? If you listen carefully, you just might hear music in the background and God sing, "I just called to say 'I love you!' I just called to say how much I care..."
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 ..... As a little girl, I believed in wands, fairies and fairytales. When you came, I believed in prince charming too. But you made it hard for me to believe in happy-ever-after so I decided to leave. Not because I don’t love you anymore but because little girls grow up too.
~http://mushed.mahal-kita.net/
Posted at 07:00 pm by blackkisses
Saturday, November 20, 2004
He's Out Of My Life,
He's Out Of My Life ...
And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry
I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die
And It Cuts Like A Knife
He's Out Of My Life ...
It's Out Of My Hands,
It's Out Of My Hands ...
To Think For Two Years He Was Here
And I Took Him For Granted I Was So Cavalier
Now The Way That It Stands
He's Out Of My Hands ...
So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession
And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait
Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression
But I Learned Too Late ....
He's Out Of My Life
He's Out Of My Life
Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride
Kept My Love For Him Locked Deep Inside
And It Cuts Like A Knife
He's Out Of My Life ....
I MOVED ON ....
and u might wanna think about gettin on with your life, too .....
because this is just getting
SAD & RIDICULOUS ....
I just thought you know that.
TAKE CARE ...
Posted at 11:43 pm by blackkisses
we had breakfast @ Macau's tis morning, 'twas a treat by Vannie,our gorgeous Team Lead (naxxxx!) coz she's taking a vacation for 2 weeks and will be assigned in the AM shift during tis transition. We really had an awesome time .... knowing RMA_pokers, very dynamic, coool, and above all ang level ng enegry khit d pa natutulog... d mo kaya! grabeeee! we dominated the whole macau resto sa sobrang ingay,lalo na c petchie, bangka n nman! ...Der wer also few Link2 techs having their breakfast, pero deadma! care ba??? Den we took pics.. Der was a left-over-watermelon-crown na actually ako kumain... tinabi k lang xa sa saucer na pinagsawsawan namin ng sharksfin ni kewol, tapos kinunan ko sa fon ko..looks cute, i did use it as a wallpaper, 2wang-2wa ko .. may bago me wallpaper form left-overs hahahaha.. Sabi ni Petchie, cooool! kala mo dinown-load .hehehehe .... We'l miss vannie! (nyahhh!)
I did meet Roan 2day @ Rob Gale ... Grabeee! Its bn what, 11 mos since we last saw each other.. Dat was during our Xmas Party sa SOUL! Super dami namin pinagkwentuhan.. d maubos-ubos.. we planned to watch Wicker Park pero nung umupo kme sa round table dn kme nkaalis sa sobrang dami ng kwen2... hayyyy, i miss college days .... nkaka2wang balikan sa isip lahat ng nakaktawang itsura namin.. hahahahaha.. we still remember, may bangs pa c lady nung 1st year tapos anla-laki ng t-shirt ni jazz..pero ngaun wen u look at them.. two of the most dashing and charming ladies in our batch!!! people do change tlaga .... We talked bout boyfriends, lovelife and all .. walang katapusan, super kulang oras sa dami ng maidadaldal... even wen wer eating already, pahinga lang nun inom ng iced tea.... Roan and I nung college, lagi kme mag-kaaway.... pero she look up to me pag usapang seryoso na sa buhay .. oo nman, dami ko b nmang mga patotoo (harharhar) na rel8 na rel8 lola mo ... lalo naman pag tawanan na.. # 1 fan ng mga corny jokes ko c roan, #1 taga-tawa at #1 tagapag-balita ng mga may cush sa lola mo ...hehehehe... hayyy, 5 years had quickly passed .... tagal na rin pala nmin magkakaibigan.. I did also met Jed, Roan's "incumbent" boyfriend .. Nakakaloka, last Dec lang,c Jerome ang kinukwento nya sa kin na nagbabalak cla magpakasal.. tapos ngaun, c Jed na daw tlga ...hay naku, girls tlaga when inlove..they always thought they have the best catch already..always!!!! loka-loka ka pala, yan din sabi mo nun sa kin k Jerome eh ... bka 6 mos later, ibang J na nman kukuwn2 mo at sasabihin " i tink i found my soulm8!" pwede baaaaaaaaaa????? I miss d 2kc gimiks tlga .... and of course, all 2kc's katangahan during the "application process" .. sabi ni roan ngaun nya lang daw na-realize ang importansya ng introduction...sabi ko anooooooo???? paliwanag naman lola mo ... kse daw sa lahat ng defense namin nun, ako na lang lagi intro, basta may defense, reports, case studies..lagi ako nagvo-volunteer ng introduction.. atlest daw may cmula, d nangangapa .. nung nawala daw lola mo, lagi na lang cla turuan.. sabi oo nga noh ... hehehehehe... we also did talk bout crushes, corny ligawans ni gan2, ni ganyan..past "away(s)" k gan2, k ganyan.. later na daw nla na2klasan na ako daw may pakan kung bkit umiyak c pamela nung 2nd year..bratty me tlaga .... kse nman nuknukan xa ng kaartehan noh??? hehehehehe .. pero those wer all a part of d past ... shempre wen she showed up during our last pagkkita with jazz, were civil already...shmpere matured na eh, utang na loob mag-bangayan pa rin daw ba???? cease fire na mare! Nwei, lola roan ko nalilito .. d daw nya alam kung c Jed na tlaga ... sabi ko wag ka masyado seryoso sa buhay,...wag i-pressure ang sarili ... bata-bata pa, parang manang na ... kung d xa eh d wag.... masyado kse focus eh ... ganyan din me dati... kya sabi ko ..never give ur all, i mean wag 100% mo nasa kanya.. mag-iwan ng pagmamahal sa sarili.. in case d relationship doesnt work - which is normal - atleast may natitira ka pang pagmamahal sa sarili mo para ipamper ang sugatan mong puso at ego (pangeeeet!) ... in times like that, u can rely to no one but yerself ....ull feel very kawawa and eventually, d feeling of being helpless or alone or panget or tanga or uto-uto follows ... so ano na mangyayari sau ... ganun n lang???? hayyyy, ambata- bata pa eh .. enjoy life ! for watever its worth! sana lang na-digest ng loka-lokang un lahat ng cnabi ko ..... hereunder nga pala, one of our old,old,old pic nung college....
nakakaloka mga itsura namin noon... jazz- kya gnyan mukha nyan,nawala kse fon nya dat day...roan-yest! feeling manang pa rin ever-sungit khit sa pic; laidz- buti naman la ka na bangs during that time .. and lola moi-grabeeeee! 12-year old kid going 2 college! harharhar (pangeeet!) ... sana makapag-attached naman me ng "after" pic namin apat to see d difference time can make .. kakaloka tlga .. i miss u all mga sis....muah!
2mrow's another day..Lady Rose will meet @ 9am sa monumento para nman sa aatenan naming binyag.. grabee!!! tis week has been very loaded .. next week, pahnga nman .... nde rin.. payday na pala next week.. umaatikabong gimik na namn to! .........
Posted at 06:26 pm by blackkisses
Friday, November 19, 2004
Id like to spare a page for tis piece-of-i-dont-know-if-its-an-advise-or-whatever sent to my webmail by my naughty friend, jepay ... its 100% true, and i love reading it coz its enlightening to women hu doesnt know how 2 luk into d difference of wat's right and wat's not-so-right in getting emotionally-involved... Hope it does help 2 readers ..
He calls and tells u, he
misses u, asks u out often, is relentlessly
sweet and thoughtful. U are
always on cloud nine and unapologetically unable
to wipe the grin off ur
face. U are in love with him and although he hasn't
said so yet, U are sure he
loves u back. Herein lies the tragedy. With men,
until he hasn't asked you
to be his girlfriend, you are not on safe ground. No
matter how few the
minutes are between his text messages or his
phone calls, even if he has
tried to hold your hand, carefully pick off the
eyelash from under your eye,
and wipe the crumb that was perched on your
upper lip, assume that he just
wants to be friends. Assume otherwise and you'll
be in for a great big
heartbreak. I am not trying to build a community of
skeptics and cynics
through this but to warn all the women out
there to tread the waters
carefully before jumping in.
I have been the confidante of so many men all
these years that I know how
their minds work. I know what they'll do next. I
know what they
want...because they tell me. Men are almost
formulaic- especially those who
have remained single after 25. When faced with
the same given in the same
situation, no matter where they come from, they
will all do the same thing.
Enter the questions women love to ask: (1) Why
hasn't he called me the past
few days? (2) If he likes being with me so much,
why doesn't he leave his
girlfriend/wife for me? As much as we would like
to fall back into thinking
that men are idiots and need a little shove into the
right direction, I
advise you to please keep your hands where they
are. Do not text, call or
make a bigger fool of yourself. There is just one
answer to all three
questions:he doesn't love you enough.... ~2b continued...
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Heya... these pics were taken on the night of my birthday sa office .. hehehehe, ngaun lang na-upload.. 2 of the best poses <best na yan ha, in fairness> ...
~ I dont know exactly what I gained, or how much I lost. Maybe someday it will be all clear to me...then again, maybe not....
Posted at 06:48 pm by blackkisses
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
Well, Im glad Jeff you're starting anew .. Gudluck! ......
Outposter41 signed on at 11:01:03 AM.
jenniferp5228 (11:01:07 AM): hi there Mr Outposter .. how are you doing today?
Outposter41 (11:01:30 AM): jenny how you been?
jenniferp5228 (11:01:42 AM): pretty good
Outposter41 (11:01:49 AM): I in Santa Barbara
jenniferp5228 (11:02:03 AM): oh, what are you doin there?
jenniferp5228 (11:02:15 AM): do you live in Sta Barbara/
jenniferp5228 (11:02:16 AM): ?
Outposter41 (11:02:26 AM): I'm learning what I need to to in a new Job
Outposter41 (11:02:42 AM): I live outside of LA
jenniferp5228 (11:02:53 AM): ok, that's great.. so what's the new job?
Outposter41 (11:03:30 AM): I will manage the IT depatment for a medical Pys.
jenniferp5228 (11:03:59 AM): wow!!!! that's really great!
Outposter41 (11:04:11 AM): I hope it is
Outposter41 (11:04:34 AM): My lunch is almost over got to go.
Outposter41 (11:04:41 AM): adios
Outposter41 (11:04:51 AM): Paalam
Outposter41 signed off at 11:05:07 AM.
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"To worry about what you can influence is stupid; to worry about what you can't influence is useless."
--Source Unknown
Posted at 08:41 pm by blackkisses
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