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kissin'
 
Stubborn&hard-hearted.
Ambitious&serious.
Intellectually Sexy.
Luvs 2 teach and b taught.
Always luking at people's flaws & weaknesses.
Likes 2 criticize.
Hardworking & productive.
Smart & organized.
Sensitive & has deep thoughts.
Knows how 2 make others hapi.
Quiet unless xcited or tensed.
Rather reserved.
Highly attentive.
Resistant 2 illnesses but prone 2 colds.
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love.
Luvs laughs and fun.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous.
Very Stubborn & money cautious.
But above all, a perfect example of "mabuting kaibigan...masamang kaaway !" 
***'B.O.U.T_M.O.I***
mY_bLoGs
[fairylola]
[sensually_urs]
mY_rItraTos
[pics_pics_pics]
fRiDges_i_beLoNg
[femalenetwork]
[shopcrazy]
[candymag]
[myspace]
[friendster]
emAiL_mE
[faiRygaLaXia]
[loLajiNg23]
[kiSseS]
Kissing is like real estate. The most
important thing is location, location, location."
"Women still remember the first kiss
long after men have forgotten the last!"
"A man loses his sense of direction after four drinks. A woman
loses hers after four kisses."
"Kisses were created by God,
for when words are not neccessary."
"Kissing is like food: you
take one bite then you want more!"
"In economic terms, a kiss
is a commodity for which demand is always higher than supply."
 No, Im not a bitch! at all!
***B.L.O.G.G.E.R.S***
[Jepaypoks][Jepaypoks2][Nowellegurl]
[Tessa]
[Lola Tessa]
[Kewol][Barbie][Lord Joey][Hershey][Hazie][Peach][Queen Rhea][Empress Daiji]
[Lolo JM]
"Beauty is not based on how attractive we are to everybody else, but how attractive we are to ourselves, for one cannot think other people think they are full of beauty unless they know they are beautiful too...."
***G.U.E.S.T.B.O.O.K***
Later how could you come with me when you know all along that you had to go, how could you watch me sleep so close to you pretending not to know, how could you memorize my name and forget who I am, how could you think you’re still the same believing I can .... it’s too late to start pretending, it’s too late for a new beginning, later than the sunset later than the rain .... later than never to love you again ..... how could you ask for more with an innocent smile
trusting me to stay, how could you close the door and leave me here supposing i’m okay .... how could you breakdown my disguise and uncover my fears,
how could you look into my eyes ignoring my tears .... It's The Lover (not The Love) He broke your heart and said goodbye, After promising forever, You wonder why you even tried, He was such a good pretender, The love you gave was all in vain, And nothing anyone can say, Could ever make you love that way again, It's the lover not the love, Who broke your heart last night, It's the lover not the dream, That didn't work out right, If you listen to your heart, You'll know it's true, It's the lover not the love, Who deserted you..... Don't stop reachin' for the stars, Let tomorrow live inside you, And just remember who you are, Keep the faith and love will find you .... You dont Love me anymore We've been together for so very long, But now things are changing, oh I wonder what's wrong? Seems you don't want me around, The passion is gone and the flame's died down, I guess I lost a little bit of self-esteem, That time that you made it with the whole hockey team
You used to think I was nice, Now you tell all your friends that I'm the Antichrist
Oh, why did you disconnect the breaks in my car? That kind of thing is hard to ignore, Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore,
I knew that we were having problems when, You put those piranhas in my bathtub again, You're still the light of my life, Oh darling, I'm beggin', won't you put down that knife? You know, I even think it's kinda cute the way, You poison my coffee just a little each day, I still remember the way that you laughed, Then you pushed me down that elevator shaft, Oh, if you don't mind me asking, what's this poisonous cobra, Doing in my underwear drawer? Sometime I get to thinking you don't love me any more, You slammed my face down on the barbecue grill, Now my scars are all healing, but my heart never will, You set my house on fire, You pulled out my chest hairs with an old pair of pliers, Oh, you think that I'm ugly and you say that I'm cheap, You shaved off my eyebrows while I was asleep, You drilled a hole in my head, Then you dumped me in a drainage ditch and left me for dead, Oh, you know this really isn't like you at all, You never acted this way before, Honey, something tells me you, don't love me any more, oh no no, Got a funny feeling you don't love me anymore .... There's No Easy Way Well I held her close to me, I know she breaks so easily, And then I told her
Though I knew no matter how I try to console her, She would do the best she could, There are times the best is no damn good, And no matter how you try to be kind, There's always still a part of you, You leave behind, And when it falls apart, There's no easy way to break somebody's heart ... I lied and told her she'd be fine, Though we both we knew it was just a line, I had to do it, I'd said anything to help me get through it, Then she reached out for my hand, And her simple touch was more than I could stand, And I had to turn away, 'Cause I knew all the hurt, That she was feeling I was feeling too And then it falls apart
There's no easy way to break somebody's heart ..... I wanted her to hurt me
And make me feel like a guilty child, Well I realized that never was her style, I wanted her hurt me, Not treat me like a friend, Well I wanted her to say there'd be someday, I'd come crawling on my knees and ask her back again, But she acted like a lady till the end, Oh, what a lady, Well I thought that she'd break down, But she smiled at me and never made a sound, And I guess she understood of the way, 'Cause her silence told me everything she could not say And when it falls apart, Well there's just no easy way, And there's just no easy way, There's no easy way to break somebody's heart .... Set You Free We often fool ourselves and say that it's love only cause when it's gone We end up being lonely so how are we to know That it just was'nt so That we just have to let each other go .... There were many times, When we shared precious moments, But later realized they were only stolen moments, So how are we to know That it just wasn't so, That we just had to let each other go .....If loving you is all that means to me, When being happy is all I hope you'd be, Then loving you must mean, I really have to set you free .... Each day remains my love for you, Keeps growing stronger But everytime we meet, Makes leaving you so much harder, So how are we to know That this just wasn't so That we just have to let each other go .... If loving you is all that means to me, When being happy is all I hope you'd be
Then loving you must mean,I really have to set you free, Letting go is not an easy task, When smiling feels like, I must wear this lonely mask, It hurts deep inside And I just cannot hide, That there's anguish at the thought, That we should have to part, If loving you is all that means to me, When being happy is all I hope you'd be, Then loving you must mean I really have to set you free ....
If Im Not In Love If I'm not in love with you, What is this I'm going through Tonight, And if my heart is lying then
What should I believe in, Why do I go crazy, Every time I think about you, baby, Why else do I want you like I do If I'm not in love with you .... And if I don't need your touch, Why do I miss you so much Tonight, If it's just infatuation then, Why is my heart aching, To hold you forever, Give a part of me I thought I'd never, Give again to someone I could lose, If I'm not in love with you ..... Why in every fantasy, Do I feel your arms embracing me like
Lovers lost in sweet desire, Why in dreams do I surrender, Lying with you baby
Someone help explain this feeling, Someone tell me, If I'm not in love with you
What is this I'm going through Tonight .... And if my heart is lying then what should I believe in .... Why do I go crazy Every time I think about you baby
Why else do I want you like I do If I'm not in love with you .....
MOODSWINGS@unkymoods.com
muahhh!
*KISSES*
Gimme sum more *kisses* ...
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Friday, January 07, 2005
It was such a beautiful beginning for a love that would never be
fulfilled.
We started innocently enough - as friends. We talked day and night,
exchanging witticisms and amusing comments on the ironies of life. You
stimulated my interest, and pretty soon, you captured my heart. I used
to laugh at couples who couldn't get enough of each other, when I
suddenly found myself reluctant to say goodnight after spending the
whole day with you. I couldn't sleep, wondering why tomorrow was taking
so long. It was never like that for me before...
I had to laugh at the irony of it all. I used to dream of a Prince
Charming who would sweep me off my feet in a dazzling romance, but there
I was in love , for all his eloquence, barely knew how
to tell me he loved me. Didn't you know? Each time you smiled, you were
winning my trust. And every time you held my hand, you were touching my
heart. In your arms, I was in danger of falling deeper, yet I knew I
couldn't be more secure. You reached me in a way nobody else has before,
and you gave me faith in things I've never had the courage to believe.
Still, I held back. What we had was wonderful, and it was so perfect, so
absolutely perfect, that I was afraid to believe it could last forever.
You asked me to stay, and I longed to say yes, but something was calling
me to find another path, to discover what my dreams could become, to
explore everything that I could be. I longed for adventure, for
experience, for knowledge. Please understand that I loved you, but I
couldn't give you my self without fully knowing who I was. I had to be
certain I was the person you believed me to be.
And so I left to study in a world entirely different from ours. You came
to say goodbye, and I couldn't bring myself to ask you to wait. How
could I possibly tie you down after you had set me free?
And now, I return. I've learned enough to realize that what I had with
you was love. And every time I look into your eyes, I know that I have
lost it. What I haven't learned is how to stop loving you, and how to
stop being hurt because somebody else is spending forever in your
embrace. You were the first to touch my heart, the first to win my
trust, and the only one who could make eternity come true for me. You
were also the first to show me how painful love can be, how it hurts,
and how the wounds it caused will never truly heal.
I'm sorry. I do not regret that I left; only that I hurt you, and that I
couldn't make you wait. Try to forgive me, and try to forget. Let me be
the one who remembers, the one who keeps the memories alive. They are
more than memories to me now, they are souvenirs of a love I know I will
never again experience.
I am leaving again soon. Perhaps in my search of where I belong I will
discover happiness. And perhaps this time, I will find the reason and
the courage to stay..............
bad carla sent tis to my webmail ....
Posted at 08:46 pm by blackkisses
Sunday, November 28, 2004
The worst way to miss someone ....
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There was once this guy who is very much in love with his girl...This ROMANTIC GUY folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranesas a gift to his girl...
Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company,his future doesn't seemed too bright,they were very happy together...Until one day,his girl told him she was going toParis and will never come back.She also told him that she couldn't visualize
any future for the both of them,so they went their own ways there and then...Heartbroken, the guy agreed.But when he regains his confidence,
he worked hard day and night,slogging his body and mindjust to make something out of him....Finally with all these hard work and the help of friends,this guy had set up his own company!
You never fail until you stop trying.One rainy day,while this guy was driving,he saw an elderly couple sharing anumbrella the rain walking to some destination.
Even with the umbrella,they were still drenched.It didn't take him long to realizethose were his girl's parents...With a heart in getting back at them,
he drove slowly beside the couple,wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan...He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore;
he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!Before the guy can realize,the couple was walking towards a cemetery,
and he got out of his car and followed...and he saw his girl,a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstoneand he saw his paper cranes beside her...Her parents saw him.
He asks them why had this happened.They explained,she did not leave for France at all...She was ill with cancer...She had believed that he will make it someday,but she did not want to be his obstacle!!...
therefore she had chosen to leave him.Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,
because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...he can take some of those back with him..
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Once you have loved,you will always love for what's in your mind may escape .... but what's in your heart will remain forever...
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.....
~~~Find time to realize
that there is one person who means so much to you,
for you might wake up one morning losing that person
whom you thought meant nothing to you.....
Posted at 11:56 pm by blackkisses
~be hapi ...shalala .... its so nice 2b hapi ...
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. 
Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are.
After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage.
We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire.
The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when?
Your life will always be filled with challenges.
It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway.  Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with ... and remember that time waits for no one.
So, stop waiting ..
Until your car or home is paid off.
Until you get a new car or home.
Until your kids leave the house.
Until you go back to school.
Until you finish school.
Until you lose 10 lbs.
Until you gain 10 lbs.
Until you get married.
Until you get a divorce.
Until you have kids.
Until you retire.
Until summer..
Until spring.
Until winter.
Until fall.
Until you die.
There is no better time than right now 2b happy.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
So work like you don't need money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one's watching........
 
Posted at 10:04 pm by blackkisses
Friday, November 26, 2004
Chris,
There were just too many memories, too many places we went to, too many people we know, too many moments when I looked into ur eyes and talked about forever.
There was a time soon after when I hated myself for loving u somuch. I had a hard time sleeping every night, but pride of course! prevented me from asking u back. The thing about it was, nobody knew. Everyone thought I was strong, and each time I went out, I was out there with a smile. There were too many things to do, too many parties, too much work, too many boys to keep me busy, and I kept myself busy. I was determined not to think about u anymore, but it was very difficult. But I did it. After a long time, I just became numb. Sure I wasn't thinking about u every second, but the moment I stopped that, I was sure a part of me died
i just terribly miss you and your kisses ....
~ Jing ... |
Posted at 11:08 pm by blackkisses
Thursday, November 25, 2004
petchie had me hear tis song.. super luma na xa pero first line pa lang, pucha... mapapmura ka tlga sa kilig ... promise.... hehehehehehe... here it goes ...
I thought I heard your voice yesterday
When I turned around to say
That I loved you than I realized
And it was just my mind
Playing tricks on me
It seems colder lately at night
And I try to sleep with the lights on
Everytime when the phone rings
I pray to God it's you
I just can`t believe
That we`re thought
I miss you
There`s no other way to say it
And I, and I can deny it
I miss you
It`s so easy to see
I miss you and me
Is it done and over this time?
Have we really changed our minds
But it's other's love
All the feelings that we used to share
I refused to believe
That you don't care
I've got together my senses to get there
I've been through worse kinds of weather
If it's over now, be strong
Can't believe that you're gone
I got carry over
That you`re part of me now...
"There is no remedy for love but to love more."
Posted at 07:59 pm by blackkisses
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